will not all sleep

Not a wink last night. Explains the semi-early posting. I don't know sometimes if I do this to myself or if it's just the shadows. Before importance this happens, almost always. Is it the shadows trying to make the importance fail? Considering it never has succeeded, maybe they'd see the pattern. Is it Pavlovian at this point, and a used-to body doing what it knows is successful? Considering how it makes things physically harder, I doubt it. Is it just the dirty, doing what I know is useless? Don't know. Too tired right now to answer.