2.12.2005

only, but in order

I'm beginning to think maybe the whole OCD thing is not the defect or mutation I've always thought it was. Two reasons: first, coincidence or not? Growing closer in the presence right now; also feeling like the thing is getting worse. Linked?

Second is most of Exo. God is very specific in the instructions He lays out to Moses and crew about what is to be made, how it is to be made, how it is to look, how it is to fit together, what direction these items should face, and so on. Very, very specific. Detailed and exacting. This is the heart of OCD -- that there actually does exist an objective right way of doing things and an objective specified order for doing them.

I'm not defective; I'm simply Godly.

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