as you have promised

trying to keep the commitment and finding the thoughts that come aren't always from the other side perhaps the commitment shouldn't stick wondering on the one whether keeping hold of something without its accompanying other things makes any sense and whether emptiness kept in a jar holds any value to the jargetter at the same time understanding that He kept hold of far harder things to hold and what does that say about my holding? chalking it up right now to the thought that even empty holding means something and that the other side doesn't even want that a commitment of any kind to Him fearing a slippery slope I guess too late others too late