that he had been blind

lateness in all these is much due to time occupiers but probably even more to do with the fogginess this fogginess causing the weeks of little rest and too much noise feeling that in the nondesire to bow the knee and the lack of seeing hearing anything from all of these forced chapters trying to break out of it snap out of it I imagine this has much to do with the messages and the progress toward the message but who really knows not me especially in all this fogginess