was real, but thought he was

I'm sure He wants authenticity even if you can't index search for the word in the Word. I'm sure He wants the genuine even if the search gives up just two. I'm sure He wants only reality, reality being truthfulness. But He also wants joy and peace and love. And sure He wants the heart changed beneath, but maybe He also wants the act, hoping the act brings about the change beneath, I don't know. I just know that beneath right now is like the arctic right beneath the floe, churning and churning, moving without peace.