can I not follow You right

I suppose I can appreciate the irony. Preach one day on rest, spend the next three days not getting any. Don't know how to read the "coincidence". Possibly as a sign from Lord that I need to do a better job of following my own advice. Possibly as a sign from liar that he believes he controls me and can keep me from following my own advice. Possibly as a sign from myself that I am not perfectly where I intend to lead the others to. Whatever the case, needs to end soon.