did not choose Me but I chose

Thinking today about the term "balance of power". Aware that at every turn, I have power that is expressed with every choice. Balance of power in each case tips twixt should and shouldn't. Easy to see those choices twixt good and evil, but not every decision is a moral one. Some choices are matters of good and something less than that but not yet evil. A lot of power at my fingertips. But like the distraction avoided yesterday, conscious of that power, and because of that, less desirous of choices that are something less than what they need to be. Makes no sense to you, sure. But consider what choices you can make at every turn and then ask yourself whether or not the making of those choices represents something, something at all.