2.21.2005

another, at a loss


I didn't say anything about it yesterday because I didn't think I could speak about it rationally. Not sure I can now. But the thing is, I tend to blame others for it rather than facing it head on -- the whole growing up quickly thing.

It hit me harder than I imagined it would, the cub being a boy and all. Maybe I thought that the tiger-baby tigress thing was somehow all the more heartbreaking. Turns out the breaking happens either way.

No blame here, that I understand. Still not sure why the loss sits there and hurts. I was right. Can't speak about it rationally even now. Posted by Hello

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