eyes of the blind man

Been wondering all year where this thing is going. Title not only accurately describes my thoughts on the show, however, but also my overall sense of things. Been making lots of progress in some areas, especially as it applies to others. But can feel my focus waning outside of Sundays. Not sensing any overtaking by shadows, fairly certain of that. Just an overall sense of unease leading to paralysis of action. Certain I'll figure the self out before the show.