the great supper of God

I don't deny that at the age of twelve, you generally know squat about the deep mysteries of the faith. I didn't even realize what Communion was until I was at least sixteen. And I didn't even understand there was a whole thing about it until I was eighteen. I'm not even at this point going to try to reconcile what I was taught with what I may know right now. Frankly, I don't think it matters. What matters is what I said earlier: me, God, something internal, intimacy, us.